Joined but never set up profile etc last year

I get teased by my friends that I’m buns and guns. However, yesterday my husband said you’re 38 you need womanly curves. Stop trying to look like a man. It hurts cuz I had finally started liking myself because I’m a former anorexic that was 83 lbs. now I weigh 123. As if that didnt hurt enough, I get constant questions cuz I eat every 3 hours. I know weakness is a choice, but I can do over 100 push-ups now and don’t take creatine or anything other than whey, kasein at bed, bcaas and hydracharge from kaged. I stopped taking citrulline cuz biceps and delts were bodyshamed last month. I feel my muscle is my body armor. Any advice how to talk to others that you don’t give a crap if hurtful? I know you’re prolly thinking show pic but new and a little nervous about even posting this. I get hit on plenty so I know I must look good and I wouldn’t have that nickname. Hello btw. Sorry it’s early

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