I just wanted to share my journey with others, I'm a mother of 4 kids and spent most of my 20s being on the chubbyside. This has affected my selfesteem while I have other qualities about myself that are worth more then my physical appearence, I still get down even today. I am not overweight anymore in fact I'm a size 10 Australian womens size, I'm not too badlooking either especially for a woman with 4 kids under 13! But mentally I still see a fatgirl even though I have lost over 20kgs this year. I still see this fatgirl that eats me up inside! I usto get alot of negative comments about my weight from trolls and still get called fat today at a size 10, 59kgs!!! It's gotten that bad I have locked down my fb account and gone over my security settings! I feel society and social media are too blame for alot of women developing eating disorders, don't get me wrong I am perfectly healthy and have done well to lose all my weight but I have been down some days and avoided eating dinner with my family because of some dickheads fat comment! I can assure people, I do eat well most of the time and don't have an eating disorder but my insecurities are still there! Alot of them have stemed from society and standards and men who I shall add who are far from perfect and not that hot either feeling like they have the right to comment about my weight and make me feel like absoulte ****!!! Just had to vent and get this off my chest!
by Mumof4brats via Bodybuilding.com Forums - Female Bodybuilding
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